I’m finally doing my Weigh-In Wednesday post… and I’m UP this week. I guess I should’ve been grateful for last week’s loss like my fellow blogger Jenn added. I am obviously disappointed. I know I did indulge on Saturday while the some of my sorority sisters and I went to Wine, Dine & Gamble at Mohegan Sun. But that’s the only real day I messed up… oh and a glazed donut at church on Sunday. I didn’t know how to say ‘no’ to the old ladyy! smh… I could’ve tho, obvz.
But I was GOOD the entire weeeeeeek! AHHHH! My two silver linings in all of this are 1) I set up an appointment with a new primary care physician for a physical under my new insurance plan. I’m not used to needing referrals, I guess my past insurance plans were a heck of a lot better than THIS nonsense. Ugh. So anyways, during that appt. I’m hoping to get 3 referrals for: a nutritionist, a psychologist and a chiropractor. I’ve always loved being adjusted by the chiropractor. I always leave feeling relieved! So hopefully that’ll all work out because I must see a nutritionist ASAP! I’m doing research on this next nutritionist too… none of this wacko quacko nutritionist junk. There’s $40 of a co-pay I’ll never see again. heh. AND, the other silver lining being that my clothes are fitting me a little bit better, oddly enough. Like I can feel a slight change in the looseness of my watch on my wrist too. So I know I haveee to be losing inches, at least (I hope).
Either way, I mustn’t let this discourage me. I have NO room to slack or go back to old ways. If I don’t continue going in some positive direction I’ll be 300lbs in nooo time. HELL NO! That will NEVER happen again!
Sooo… I will pray for a miracle next week… but it doesn’t stop from making me feel hopeless about this situation. I’m trying to be positive, I really am.
P.S. Sorry for being such a Debbie Downer lately, but I hope you can understand my frustration.
P.P.S. I did a mile in 15:56 mins today! I know that seems super slow for most of you, but it’s a damnnn accomplishment for me! I’m getting quicker and strongerrrr… (third lining, i suppose) haha